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Am I the person that thinks that in order to be faithful to your spouse, you must be faithful with not only your body, but with your eyes as well.
No female can live up to these expectations you're setting for them. They don't have perfect bodies, and aparently no matter how much you "love" them...they will never fit into that fantasy mold that you have in your mind.
I think it's effed up how it's supposed to be "accepted" or "ok". It's not.

Confessions of a shopaholic

Oh my gosh...I am pathetic.
Out of all the things I could go out and spend money on, I want more than anything else, a shopping spree. I want an entire day(or week lol) where I can spend as much money as I want on clothes. There's nothing better than having new clothes. I want new shoes and purses and makeup too. *sigh*...I will defiately have to find a day for that soon. =)

Planning

I have no clue how I want this all to go. Everyone keeps telling me just to get it over and done with, to just go ahead and get married. "just go to the courthouse". That's not how I want it to be though. I want an actual wedding. I want the whold Shebang, just maybe a smaller version.
I want a real wedding, but I guess I've been planning for more than we can afford. Maybe I should just go ahead and freakin elope. It's not like anyone is backing up this decision anyway. gah..I just don't know. I really think I would regret not having a wedding. Hmmmm....maybe? Well...there was my ranting for the night. Save the date Oct. 2nd...if I ever plan this thing out invitations will be sent out. goodnight moon

Vintage pinups

It is so crazy to me to look at the differences between todays beauty standards, in comparison to the years in which these vintage beauties were popular. It's so stupid to me, how sex has become so important to society. Not sex as in "an act"...but as in how women or people are viewed or percieved. You have to be a disease carrying floosy or porn star to be found attractive sexually now a days. It just blows my mind how that could turn anyone on. What happened to when beauty was found in women who were actually modestly dressed? I think vintage pinups were so pretty! And guess what? They weren't scantily clad(most of them) and amazingly...they were still attractive!!!

Almost every guy I know will admit to having fantasies about the one the only marilyn monroe. Yes, every girl hates to admit that she was one of the most gorgeous women to ever live. You want to know something though? She was a size 8! She was normal, and she also didn't dress like a complete floosy! What happened to being beautiful just by looking feminine? It's crazy.